What the ....

Sometimes I don't get to know what people reason when they want to be my friend or my enemy. I just want to say that "This is me. And if you want to close to me and be my friend, so let's be friend. But if you don't like me that much, you can leave as you want. I don't think of it."

This is my true story. I don't really understand when there was a person who gave me a "name" in bad way of course.

I just want to say this if you read it. What the result you got about that? I try to take it if you want to be my friend bcos my friend want to get to know you and doing some fun things to you. First of all, I don't really know if you make me to be ur bestfriend. I swear. Literally, because I'm not feel on that way. Why? Because I never feel I really close to you and know about all of you. Then, I don't that easier to trust to someone new. Me and you aren't close so much as you think. I still got so much privacy about myself to you. Why? That's my privacy and that's my decision. Why u have to keep said that you already regard as ur family, ur sister.l because I don't want to share my feeling, my secret story to you. So sorry to say. But I'm not feel the same as ur think of it. I just did by your side because you want to get to know too about my friend that want to know you. Why I always listen up your story when you cry, when you have a problem with him? Ya, because you always make me to listen up your story and what should I really have to do ? I leave you right away or something? I am a woman too. I know ur feeling. So I thought that if I listen up ur story you gonna feel better. I am just a human too. I do love what I have to do and make me comfortable. Literally, I love my bestfriend before you know him. But I cannot tell you, cause that situation its so complicated. That's why, I just quiet and don't wanna say something to hurt you when you know about my feeling. But the truth, when you know about my feeling to him. You just gonna right away and don't want to be my friend again and take him to far away from me. Am I wrong? U did it directly when u just assump my true feeling that time. And u juat be a quite person and do not anything that u really do not respect about my feeling for him, isn't it? Then you just give me a 'name' in bad way that I really did something wrong to you and you feel like you are a sacrifice. You don't mind about what the other think, but you judge me as you do not something wrong. Because you only blame me as you want.

I don't really mind if you leave me and make me a bad person as you want. But you totally not entitled to make him leave me too. He actually become a bestfriend with me, then u come to throw me as a trash in front of him? Don't hope you can do it even seduce it though.